whoooo-hoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There i go up again!!!
My life has been playing up games on me lately.... all kind of funny games which is putting me through an emotional wringer...
One minute I am up there in the sky and the other... SLAM!!! I fall down... and that hurts! BAD.
I know nobody said that life is going to be a bed of roses, but this??? Please have some mercy, my head is ringing and spinning now.
Last month I finally solved a BIG problem... was I happy??? Yes, for a few hours... but then fate twisted again and my Mom abandoned me! (errr... for a short while i.e.)... After a couple of weeks I found her again.... and then Jackass got into a fight with me, saying that I need to be more positive (I got his point after a couple of 'I'll be rude with you' sessions). While I was trying to darn that tattered cloth, my best 'GIRL' friend got angry with me because I tried whatever psycho-analysis I learnt in college on her. I WAS TRYING TO HELP!
So is the story of life. Of course she is still angry and I'm still convinced that it was for the best. Meanwhile, my life has taken an upward turn again and i am suddenly feeling more secure and loved... (Knock Wood!!!) Believe me support from parents and kisses from Jackass (even if they are sent in short messages on the cellphone) can do wonders to my state of mind.
I don't know how long this burst of happiness would last.... but this time I am sure that come what may... I'll find happiness again... because now I KNOW my way around the elusive streets of life.
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