I did it..

Yes I did....

And I got what I wanted.... I am with the man who taught me how to love myself... and I did... I started loving myself.. but loved him more..

After being in love with him for 4 years.. after beig patient for 4 years ... I got what I wanted... A ring on my finger and a gold-iron bangle on my left wrist!! (A Bengali custom)

Being married to Jackass is not easy... oh no.. Or maybe some women might say being married to any man is not easy... I deal with remanants of his bachelor days... I deal with his laziness.. his crazy work hours and I deal with the household chores!

But at the end of the day.. it was my decision... I DID IT... and frankly I am glad I did it...

Tomorrow, I am leaving for Mom's house... visiting them for the first time after 1.5 months of marriage.... and I feel good and bad at the same time... good for obvious reasons and bad for leaving a piece of my soul behihnd...

This one is for you... the other half of my soul...

Thank you for being there, loving me and making me feel complete! (Sheesh.. that sounds cliched!)