Ooops!

Well I don't know how to say this.... But I was wrong.

I have been wrong so many times (I have lost the count!) But this time I think I need to make certain public apologies.

Apology # 1

I am sorry Sugar, I was wrong. I thought you'll never do this for me; but you did. And, in the process you've made me one hell of a happy person!

I don't expect you to keep making me happy, because everyone makes mistakes and you're included in everybody (but mind you you're not just anybody; you're important!) But yeah, go ahead keep surprising me with such small gestures.

Apology # 2

I'm sorry Sis. I thought I wont miss you once you leave me, but I do. BADLY. What more, I don't have anybody to talk to in the evenings when I get home. Nobody wants to talk to 'whiny old me' I guess. People I expected to keep me company have turned into 'cold turkeys'. I miss fighting with you. I miss the constant bickering and those little spats over cleanliness.

Apology # 3
While watching this terrific movie called 'Taare Zameen Par' I realised one thing, that Mom knows everything. She is your best friend and support.
Sorry Mom, for hurting you so many times and not being able to match your expectations.

Apology # 4

To all my friends & relatives I've been ignoring and not taking an interest in for past 2-3 years. I really am jaded.

Apology # 5
To a certain lady I know. I know I keep misjudging you. I am sorry. My only excuse is that I am scared stiff of you. You're awesome, its just that I don't know you all that well, and have done a couple of stupid things in the past. Believe me I am not all that bad and would love to be friends with you, if it were not because of that idiot. I know you'll never read this, but its off my chest.

I know...I know... there are a couple more but these were niggling me for past few days. Hope the list doesn't grow.

Why do i do this?

It is 3.35 AM. I know I can not wake up at 6.45 AM to get ready and venture out in the park for my daily jog at 7.00 AM

This is the second time in a row. Oh! I have excuses. Good ones. Like its Friday. I want a break. Or perhaps its way too cold outside and I am afraid that I'll get a chill (In the beginning of December , that does sound a bit ridiculous I know!)

Why do i do this?? What is it about exercise that I hate. I am overweight. Not obese but I can definitely do with a few kilos less. Some say that I lack the will, but NO!! If I put my mind to it, I know I can even solve an algebraic expression! (err.. maybe not!) I survived one whole day on milk & fruits and even managed to eat just ummm.. one cube of cheese.

Damn Italians! Why did they come up with such fine cuisine!! Damn Chinese!! Who asked them to introduce noodles to the world! and damn all the cows err.. and buffaloes and goats etc etc (Camels too!) for giving us milk which makes lethal and fattening cheese...

I am hungry.... lemme go and grab a sandwich... we'll continue..