Monday, November 26, 2007

The Quake

Sunday, November 25 2007, 10.34 P.M.

I disconnected the phone, feeling very happy and content. I grinned like an idiot and then looked at P working furiously on her laptop and smiled again. She's getting married in January. I would lose my sister of 26 years to a guy who has known her for a paltry 4 years or so... (Grumble Grumble) I would not only relinquish my shopping partner but also someone I can fight with! Well that's something I will have to deal with... later. I had a bigger mission on my hand, wake up J for work. He is planning to reach office by 7.00 a.m. which would mean waking him up at almost 5.30 a.m. It was a daunting thought especially since the mornings were getting chillier and it’s difficult to take one's hand out of the warm quilt and call somebody who is thousands of miles away. Moreover, that someone sleeps like a log and refuses to answer his phone. I remembered the day when he asked me the first time to wake him up for work. I messaged back to him asking him to be his official alarm clock and he formally replaced his old human alarm clock, his Daddy, with me. I've known J for almost 3 years now, three wonderful years. We're the best of friends; we fight like cats and dogs, break up with each other at the drop of a hat and make up at a lightening speed. He means a lot. So I gear up to go to sleep early, since I've to wake up for my morning jog too. The jog was important since my dietitian has informed me today that I've managed to lose 4 kilos and 18 inches off my body in past one and a half month. so it was important to lose more and look presentable for my sister's wedding.

Sunday, November 25 2007, 11.45 P.M.

I was still awake, watching 'Monsters Inc.' for the third time. I was lured into this activity by P. Suddenly her phone rang. I knew from the ring tone that it was A, her fiancé . That was an indication that she should come online to chat with on Yahoo! messenger. I left the love-birds alone and gathered my stuff to go downstairs where I slept. Then I remembered that I had to wash my face and take care of thousands of little things I usually do before I go to sleep. That took me 25 minutes, and then I carried myself downstairs laden with my creams, lotions and cough syrup etc.

Sunday, November 26 2007, 12.45 A.M.

I was lying in my bed, woolgathering and thinking about god knows what, my phone rang. It was a message alert. I read my daily 'Tarot Card Reading' and cursed myself again for not knowing where I subscribed for that service. I don't know how to get rid of it!! After deleting the message I played a game of 'Dope-Wars' on my cell-phone, the game is addictive and it’s almost a ritual these days to play at least one game before falling asleep. After I made $56954000, was hideously rich and ran out of the time to sell narcotics, I kept my phone away and wrapped myself tightly in my quilt. I thought of J again, smiled and closed my eyes.

Sunday, November 26 2007, 1.30 A.M.

I woke up with a start. I sleep in the same room where my grandmother sleeps, and i heard voices. I sat up looked at Nani (My Grandmother) and noticed that there were other family members too in the room. They were all asking her not to eat cold yogurt which she loved. Nani was coughing badly. We forced some of my cough syrup and a sleeping pill on her and asked her to go to sleep; talking about her seeing doctor for this. My head touched my pillow and I went back to sleep.

Sunday, November 26 2007, 4.35 A.M.

I woke up again. This time i was feeling very warm and uncomfortable. I took off my sweatshirt and went back to sleep in my pajamas and t-shirt. It was dark outside but I could make the outline of the tree which was visible just outside the window across the road; it looked eerie in the pale light from street-lamps. I smiled again, thinking about childhood and the stories of ghosts on that tree. I am a horror movie buff so ghosts don't scare me anymore. Suddenly my bed started shaking and the glass of the window rattled. I was scared and I realized it was an earthquake. It was strong or rather it felt strong. I sat up quickly and asked Nani to get out of the house. I heard sounds from the rest of the House and Heard SM shouting that we should all get out of the house. I shouted for P who was sleeping on the second floor and SM called for M who was on the first floor. Before anybody could come downstairs, tremors stopped. Nani was sitting looking at us. "It was nothing." she said and went back to sleep. Everybody was downstairs and all of us gathered in the living room. We talked about the earthquake animatedly. MM figured and assumed that it was a strong earthquake and there would be loads of damage where the epicenter is.

Sunday, November 26 2007, 4.55 A.M.

All of us except M, who went back to his early morning mediation and Yoga, were huddled together in the living room. We turned on the TV and there it was; the breaking news, of Delhi being shook up by a strong earthquake. We sat looking at the screen for a long time. Till 5.20 a.m. we knew that the tremors were also felt in the nearby cities. I messaged some of my friends and I called my mom in Jaipur. She didn't feel anything. We kind of knew that there wont be any after-shocks, so we switched off the TV and all of us left for our respective rooms to go back to sleep. I slipped inside my bed. I felt the bed shaking again, but this time I knew it was all in my head. I was scared. I was sweating. I was wondering about how fickle the life is. I was thanking god for being alive. I was remembering all the people I love and care about. I thought about P and realised that she was the first person I thought about when the quake shook us all. I was worried about her. I love her. I also thought of Mom and Dad and realized that I called them as soon as I got the chance and asked them about their well being. I Thought about J who was like light years away from me right now and messaged him. I closed my eyes and was glad to be alive again....

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Delhi and neighbouring areas of Uttar Pradesh and Haryana were rocked by an earthquake at 4.42 am today, forcing people to rush out of their homes. Although the earthquake was described by the Met department as one of ''light intensity'', which measured 4.3 on the Richter scale, it felt stronger than that because the epicentre was in Delhi-Haryana border. People were shaken in their sleep as buildings rocked for a few seconds. There were no immediate reports of any damage to life and property. Courtesy: Press Trust of India

Saturday, November 17, 2007

...been some time

There is a lot happening at the same time...

My head is reeling at the speed of everything.... realisations are difficult... especially if they are the hurtful kinds...

Things which you have believed in, trusted on and thought will never change.... they change in a moment.... along with that, changes your perception, your plans and your attitude towards certain things...

I don't want to change...

Friday, October 19, 2007

shauk hai

One of the most beautiful songs I've ever come across.......

Raat ka shauk hai
Raat ki saundhi si khamoshi ka, Shauk hai
Subha ki roshni
Bezubaan subho ki aur gungunati
Roshni ka Shauk hai
San sani anwlon ka
Ke ishq ke banwlon ka
San sani anwle ,Ke ishq ke banwle
Barf se khelte badolon ka Shauk hai
Kaash ye zindagi Khel hi khel mein kho gayi hoti
Raat ka shauk hai
Neend ki goliyon ka, Khwab ke loriyon ka
Bezubaan aus ki boliyon ka Shauk hai
Kaash ye zindagi binkahe binsune so gayi hoti
Subha ki roshni
Bezubaan subho ki aur gungunati
Roshni ka Shauk hai, ho shauk hai


Courtesy: Gulzar

Check out the English translation HERE.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Know Me Better!!



This is what my name means!!!







1. What time did you get up this morning? 7 AM
2. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Chak De India
4. What's your favorite TV show? The Wonder Years
5. What did you have for breakfast? A Glass of Milk
6. What's your favorite cuisine? Italian
7. What foods do you dislike? Nothing. Saint Jayant said "You'll eat a rat's arse if you're hungry."
8. What is your favorite chip flavor? Sour Cream & Onion
9. What's your favorite song at the moment? Beck's 'Everybody Gotta learn sometime'
10. What kind of car do you drive? I don't drive
11. Favorite sandwich? Jam & Peanut Butter
12. What characteristics do you despise? Hypocrisy, untidiness and ungratefulness
13. Favorite item of clothing? Jeans
14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go? Montenegro
15. What color is your bathroom(s)? White
16. Favorite brand of clothing? Levi's
17. Where would you retire to: beach, or wooded retreat? Wooded retreat
18. Favorite time of the day? Nights
19. What were your most memorable birthdays? P's roof-top birthday party
20. Where were you born? New Delhi, India
21. Favorite sport to watch? Tennis
22. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? Jayant Sinha Roy
23. Person you expect to send it back first? Pooja Daswani
24. What fabric detergent do you use? Genteel
25. Were you named after anyone? I Think so. An Indian Administrative Service (IAS) Officer
26. Do you wish on stars? Yes
27. When did you last cry? Last night
28. Do you like your handwriting? Its not THAT bad
29. What is your most embarrassing flaw? My BIG nose
30. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? Yes, I am fun ;)
31. Are you a daredevil? I pretend to be; deep down inside, NO
32. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? Yes
33. Do looks matter? Only in the beginning
34. How do you release anger? By throwing things around or crying
35. Where is your second home? New Delhi
36. What were your favorite toys as a child? Barbie Dolls
37. What class in high school do you think was totally useless? 10th grade
38. Do you use sarcasm a lot? No, but i am learning from Saint Jayant
39. Favorite movies? The Departed, Hotel Rwanda, Cruel Intentions, Serendipity, Sweet November, The Butterfly Effect and Dilwale Dulhania Le Jaayenge.
40. What are your nicknames? Jay and Chumki
41. Would you bungee jump? Would love to
42. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Yes
43. Do you think that you are strong? NO, but i want to be
44. What are your favorite ice cream flavors? Chocolate, Rum 'n' Raisin & Bailey's Irish Cream
45. What are your favorite colors? Black & Red
46. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? My weaknesses
47. Who do you miss the most? Nitin Lehri
48. Do you want everyone you sent this to send it back? Yes
49. What color pants are you wearing? Lime Green :D
50. What are you listening to right now? Harvey Danger, Wine Women & Song
51. Last thing you ate? Muesli without milk
52. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Red
53. Last person you talked to on the phone? Aniruddha Roy, my colleague
54. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes
55. Favorite Drink? Milk
56. Do you wear contact lenses? Yes :(
57. Favorite Day of the Year? Any day is good, if I am with the people I love
58. Scary Movies or Happy Endings? Scary Movies
59. Hugs OR Kisses? BOTH
60. What Are Your Favorite Desserts? Custard, Apple crumble, Kheer and Apple Pie
61. What Book(s) Are You Reading? Robin Sharma's 'Who will cry when you die'
62. What's On Your Mouse Pad? I use a laptop, so no mouse pad
63. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? :( Kyunki Saas bhi kabhi bahu thi (HATEFUL SOAP!!)
64. Favorite Smells? Johnson's Baby Soap and Anais Anais
65. Rolling Stones or Beatles? The Beatles

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

The 'Bong' Connection


NO...

I am not talking about the movie...
And for goodness sake I am not going to talk about methods of smoking pot; 'The Leaf' (Marijuana for you plebians :D)

I am talking about myself....
and my F***ING life....

For some weird reason my life is flooded with 'Bengali' people. My given name is a 'Bengali' name... so first thing people ask me is "Are you a Bengali?" (As if being a Bengali means that I am a little more or less than being a human being! )

Not that I mind it! I have nothing against Bengalis. In fact, most of the Bengalis I know are extremely sweet and cultured people! Their rich culture and style (errr.... thats questionable I know!) amazes me! And the other quality which I think Bengalis are imbued with is intelligence. I hardly meet any 'Bong' who is dumb (Exception to some air-headed actresses, of course) and all of them extremely good looking!! Best example being actress Sushmita Sen. I know it may be a fluke that most 'Bongs' I meet are like that.

Well, what I fail to undersatnd is my 'Bong' Connection.My name is 'Bong'. People say I look like a 'Bong'(Heaven only knows how a 'Bong' is supposed to look like!!) My best friend is a 'Bong'. My Boss is a 'Bong'. His Boss is a 'Bong'. The gentleman who sits just behind me in the office is a 'Bong'. My workplace is flooded with 'Bongs'!!! But my nemesis is a 'Bihari' (:D).

Maybe I was a 'Bengali in some past life????
Or maybe I am just plain obsessed with 'Bengalis'?????

Thursday, September 20, 2007

My Life: The Roller Coaster



whoooo-hoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



There i go up again!!!

My life has been playing up games on me lately.... all kind of funny games which is putting me through an emotional wringer...

One minute I am up there in the sky and the other... SLAM!!! I fall down... and that hurts! BAD.

I know nobody said that life is going to be a bed of roses, but this??? Please have some mercy, my head is ringing and spinning now.

Last month I finally solved a BIG problem... was I happy??? Yes, for a few hours... but then fate twisted again and my Mom abandoned me! (errr... for a short while i.e.)... After a couple of weeks I found her again.... and then Jackass got into a fight with me, saying that I need to be more positive (I got his point after a couple of 'I'll be rude with you' sessions). While I was trying to darn that tattered cloth, my best 'GIRL' friend got angry with me because I tried whatever psycho-analysis I learnt in college on her. I WAS TRYING TO HELP!

So is the story of life. Of course she is still angry and I'm still convinced that it was for the best. Meanwhile, my life has taken an upward turn again and i am suddenly feeling more secure and loved... (Knock Wood!!!) Believe me support from parents and kisses from Jackass (even if they are sent in short messages on the cellphone) can do wonders to my state of mind.

I don't know how long this burst of happiness would last.... but this time I am sure that come what may... I'll find happiness again... because now I KNOW my way around the elusive streets of life.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Pollyannaism

I need a crash course in positivity....

thats what my beloved best friend says...

Hell!!

what happenend??? When and where did i lose it????

I thought i am very optimistic and positive....

Did he mean that i should get rid of my cynism??? As far as I am concerned those two aren't synonyms...

And more important... I was never cynical....!!! (Although I try mighty hard to be!! I think it's very 'IN' to be cynical)

I wasn't well today... had fever... maybe I am rambling..

Sorry... but i really need to find out the exact meaning of the word 'POSITIVE'

Don't mind me... please carry on....

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Huh???


What's wrong with men these days???


Will they ever learn??


I just came across somebody who wants a girl, who can cook, clean, wash after him and drive him to and from work!! And keeps quiet!!

@^%@$$#%^!%$!$# What you need is a maid my boy!!

Hrrrmmpph...

Friday, August 24, 2007

Man's Best Friend


And this is how they are being treated? For staged 'Dog-Fights'?????










Shameful!


Thanks Jessica for the for this great post!

Monday, August 6, 2007

Five Feckless Facts

Do i sound like a nut who just looooooooves alliteration?

Well.....

If I do, i don't care.

Last week, my dear friend Dan while carrying out a very fetching tradition of 'Blog-World' tagged me to write five things about myself, which obviously wont mean anything to you and moreover you'll give a damn about them.

But yeah... it does sounds interesting and gives us all 'rubber-necks' a chance to do what we love most..... prying into other's lives.... I swear, human beings just love snooping around (esp. women) and get orgasmic pleasure in discovering odd facts about each other. I know I like reading useless facts about others!

So, let me share some snippets of information about myself, which I'm sure will give you an insight into my soul (LOL!!!)


1) I HATE Mangoes: When i notice the mortals around me during summer i get thoroughly disgusted by their ardor for this ugly looking yellow fruit (Ouch!!!! Stop it you guys!!!! you cant kill me for that!! i KNOW you just adore mangoes.. but sorry that stupid fruit doesn't works for me!)

I Don't think most of you 'hoi polloi' agree with me, but what the fuck! I have a right to form my opinion.

The only fruits that i actually like are strawberries, kiwi fruit and pears....and oh... "jaamuns" (Rose Apple or Jambu Fruit for all who don't know what a Jaamun is). Seriously people, we must do something to break this monopoly of mangoes as 'king of the fruits' and give the title respectfully to some other fruit.



2) I Am a Cleanliness Freak: Give me a broom (errrr a vacuum cleaner is better of course) and a duster and i am happy for hours.(That doesn't mean that you can call me anytime and ask me to clean your dirty, untidy rooms! Clean 'em yourself you punks!)

I hate getting my room untidy and actively fight with my sister for messing up anything that belongs to me.

I take showers 3 times a day and shampoo my hair everyday. Don't worry, I am not a bordering OCD case and at times i am pretty tolerant of greasy floors and unkempt beds & couches and wet bath rooms.

but yeah who doesn't like their stuff arranged neatly, room on bed so that they can lie down in comfort? Who would mind a nice smelling body with no grease or dandruff in their hair?



3) I Am a Romance Buff: I don't know the exact number because i haven't counted them lately, but yeah i have an enviable collection of 'Mills & Boon' books (and its growing!). I also inherited a large number of 'Illustrated Women's Weekly' books and some odd 30 'Barbara Cartland' books from a very dear family friend!

I like watching soppy movies with loads of Kleenex handy and I know that you're snickering behind my back!!!!





4) I Get Angry Easily: This is something I am not very proud of:(

But WTF!! Nobody's perfect!! So stop expecting me to be the divine being who's perfect!

Seriously speaking, I need to work on this and to my credit I've learnt a little bit... to control my anger i.e.

(This doesn't mean that I fly off the handle without any reason!!! :O)


5) I Don't Know How to Dance: Do you really want to laugh hard, slapping your knee with watery eyes? Come and dance with me!!!!!

Hell.... I've forgotten the number of toes I've trodden on, the number of eyes which have cried on my behalf and number of people who have fallen down watching me dance (With laughter of course!!!)
Why God??? Why me??? Why did you give me two left feet instead of one???

Don't for a minute think that I didn't try! I tried my best to learn to dance and in fact i enjoy the mindless and meaningless gyrating of body and the funny flailing arms and legs we call dance, but alas! its just something which i can't do!



Now that I've shared my deep dark secrets with you, I'd like to tag the author of 'Go Comment'.


Peace!!
:D